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Saturday, May 9, 2009:new chapter of life

Hey wonder anybody still visit mine blog but just blog anyway pretty bore so here i am still remember during army day everyday thinking of ORD but now wish was still in army as dun need to slog so hard like now to earn money ..

human have to lose what they have before they will tresure it but believe me if it is your it will come back to u if it is not your there is no point of trying to keep it by your side .. how i wish i was the person that you trying to keep but i just dun have the guts to tell u i have feeling for you i scare tat if thing dun turn out good we might not able to be fren anymore so i just keep it deep down in mine soul i myself also when i start to like you maybe during the time i was so down we talk almost everynite and u have help me to walk out of what i was dwelling on for so long and i feel very comfortable when talking to you and share joy and promable .. but hearing u always been hurt so badly i am worry and sad for u ...

I just want YOU
YOU are the missing piece of puzzle to fit into mine incomplete puzzle

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johnson; 2:15 AM



Tuesday, December 23, 2008:a moment of thought

yo dear fren merry christmas ..just bore and want to blog something .. just hope every1 of mine fren is doing well and getting wat they wan in their life .. as we grow older we know the real value of money .. and everyday we think of how to strive to make more money .. but does we noe wat we really wan after all the money we get ... buy lot of cloth food car house new phone ....etc but after we gt all this new thing is out and we just go throug the cycle again .. but what the truth value of money to me is to let mine elderly parent retired and enjoy everyday and dun worry abt money ..and something money just can't buy ..


will u give me another chance to show u i will nt break mine promise to u ever again
all i need is a another chance even people tat have been jail also have another chance
why can't i.. am i really still not able to let u have faith and trust in me again ..

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Thursday, July 3, 2008:STRESS

helllo to all fren .. so long nv update le this few week lot of think are happening haiz i really dun mean to play stun de i am really sick dun really think to tat deep hope u guy really can understand i just wan to be like last time everytime can chat and laught together thou misunderstanding happen after all we are still brother hope what have past let it past hao ma ..

if you do read i feel happy for u coming back to singapore le finally 4month plus pass le wor wish u early happy bday think on tat day might be busy yup remember wor tell me when will u be free when u are back i wan to book a appointment wif u wor if nt dun noe need to wait till when haha ok ..

congraz to lena passing ur FFT and hope we both can pass our TP on OCT ba haha


time to move on le but dam tired to move or no confirndent to move on haiz

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johnson; 2:27 AM



Monday, May 26, 2008:LOST

hmm finally national runway cycling end le can rest le ..gt mild sunburn doing duty wif red monkey but was funny anyway hmm dun talk abt work so much liao been a long time since i blog wonder who else other then mine camp mate view mine blog i am lost i dun noe wat to do moving on is so dam F*** hard it just keep falling back quit smoking is the same too wonder if there any1 can remove part of mine memory so i dun feel so pain just leave me wif memory tat we are just fren i can fine wif the happy memory been remove at lest i noe i once have this happy moment wif u is enough le ..keep having headach more often after the accident during duty tat hit mine head haiz dun noe wat to write le lar ton of uneasy feeling too sae bt i will just keep it bury deep down inside me till a day i break down and mine brain will auto block tat wonderful memory ba ..

seeing tat u are nt effected i am feel so relive hmmm ok then bare wif the few more month and it will be throu dun be lazy anymore liao le study hard

(wat do i really wan i also dun noe just wish some1 is there wif me to share and spent time wif )

johnson; 3:48 AM



Friday, April 4, 2008:I am Tired

hello seem tat mine tag box abit quiet think no 1 seeing mine blog ba ..T_T but then is also good wat i sae in here no 1 see is been so long i last update ..same old shit in camp gt to go back to camp tml wtf man we only like bk out for 25 hrs then go back le haiz go back for RT and walk to ground on the up coming OP so no choice just bare wif it ORD soon 8 more month haha dun noe wat i am thinking and feeling restless off day at hm rest also dun do wat online just chat and chat only so meaningless haiz .. wat happening to the happy go luck and thinking of mine future de me i feel so lifeless and moody .. something wrong wif me ?? depression ??possible tot of sucide but think is crazy .. some 1 help me can some 1 save me pls i really dun noe wat happening to me .. coz i wan thing too badly missing some1 too badly staying in the past for too long ?? i am really tired le i need to rest and hope some 1 can bring me to a stop and rest there forever ?? ok then i shall go sleep le hope the sunshine will bright mine day up tml and mine camp mate they nv fail to make mine day ..yup..

i just wish time can stop at some point of time in life so i can enjoy wif u forever but it just a wish tat can nv come truth ..

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johnson; 8:42 AM



Tuesday, March 18, 2008:

hello to all mine fren is a nice day hw every1 doing ?? hmm woke up quiet early today to pei mummy to go market to have lunch and see doctor reach hm sms YJ ask him out for a movie we went to TM de GV to see after IVAN come meet us for dinner the food dam salty man if everyday go eat there can go NKF liao then IVAN see wei lun then we tot is other but in the end is really him haha such a small world .. after that went back to play game till 2200 then rush to best to buy a webcam thinking of webcam chat wif her but seen her online but no reply frm her maybe busy updating her blog ba abit disspointed but is okey still have other day thou tml going back to camp and will be staying quite long just hope she will still answer mine call and reply mine sms to her ..ok le going sleep le tml going back camp early bye bye

r those word at the bottem for me to read ??if it really for me i will accept it and dun will nv bring up tis matter anymore le ..the past will be always in mine heart and there will be always a place for u to stay in mine heart i may nt be the best in the past but i will be the best in the future .. sry for the mistake i done in the past but u are the one and only i put in whole heart miss ya .. if thing can't go beyone fren then let it be ba stay the same i guess is the best ba

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Saturday, March 8, 2008:

hello to all mine fren is been long time no blog le haha busy in camp sian but lucky got the NS men is back so now can blog was admit in hospital on the 030308 haha was sent in due to head injure lolok liao is bit lame of how i got myself injure .. doing check on a van then i told the uncle then he just close the boot then it hit mine head then giddy and vomit then was sent to CGH just only inform my bro i admit to hospital .. reach there doctor gave x-ray and say no crack on the skull then he gave a jab and put me under observe for 4 hrs and admit to ward .. then noe tat 1 of mine bunk mate also at the same ward he was sent in 1 day before me then we talk till morning then discharge and went base .. done 5 hrs duty on fri then went to see MO coz still giddy and got vomit then he sae is ok take a few more week to recover if not then will see wat can be done haiz by then dun noe wat will happen the headach is so dam sux man can do thing for long hrs now will can sleepy and will vomit .. hiaz think will stop here going to rest le then later play MJ at yew joo house bye ..

(was thinking of you when i was lying on the ward bed how i wish u were there to accompany or hear your voice really miss you hope you will give me 1 more chance to love u )

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johnson; 9:01 AM